cosmicflux

Leaf-ish

2011-01-11T21:24:00.000-08:00

Oh come on baby. You know me from before. All the leaves on the trees were calling me then and you laid with me under the Poplars.

...in the daytime when the air is too bright to see stars...

The wind followed me all day that day and I was restless when you left me. I sang and danced at the top of the hill unheard and unseen until they called me home for dinner.

Bliss

2011-01-11T20:21:00.000-08:00

Half your face with smooth colored skin in the Cosmos.

Wavy blue hair, resting eyes, no thought. I live you. You breath me. Together we be.

In Bliss

Playing with Kitty

2011-01-11T20:13:00.000-08:00

Well before the abstract years this painting kicked off the one painting a day phase. It was the only painting in that phase... ;~>

Mountain

2011-01-11T16:12:00.000-08:00

Slow motion frozen

Deep mountain and his sky brother are solid.

Serene

2011-01-11T15:20:00.000-08:00

But at twilight the whole trip rewarded me by unveiling the antiquity of peace in a forlorn almost prehistoric place. Small country lake, trees and sky can hardly be differentiated but for the moon hovering at the horizon.

Liquid Flame

2011-01-11T15:08:00.000-08:00

Thinning threads of cool colored flame. Thin boil too hot to be solid. Atmospheric pressure bubbling into expansive frenzy never coming back. Flying apart yet cohesive in that all elements are affected.

Arctic Swell

2011-01-11T14:59:00.000-08:00

Cold northern swell at sunset. Let me see you just before you burst. A deep volcano is beneath you and I've known it for years. You and I get along great.

Your warm sunset colors blend into to the cool depth of your waters... Your ice flows are melting and once again water air mist and solar heat find ways to communicate.

A beautiful quiet woman lounges in your horizon.

Fruit

2011-01-11T14:44:00.000-08:00

Fruit is one of the first paintings I did after learning to indulge in abstract work. I wanted to do a representational piece for a friend to hang in his 'prosperity' corner as feng shui suggests that fruit or images of fruit in this area influence abundance in positive ways.

I used techniques I'd developed in my recent abstract work as well as borrowing from resist techniques I'd learned while studying batik in my early years. The result is this highly textured and luminescent still life that captures the warm vibrancy of summer fruit nestled in cool shadows.

Dezana Paints Faces

2011-01-11T14:01:00.000-08:00

After years of drawing and painting figuratively this piece represents the time in my career when I realized my future work would take a new direction. As this self portrait took shape I felt the only way to 'back it' was to pixilate and paint tiny abstract artworks in all the little squares behind me. As I was also experimenting with contemporary quilt art in those years, particularly the bargello method; the piecing together of background squares held significance and seemed a way to integrate my many visual interests.

At the time I found my self so close the the canvas in my oil portrait work that when I started experimenting with large, loose, colorful abstract painting the feeling of freedom overtook me. The abstract squares in the background mimic the symbolic freedom of the American flag via a color inversion of the rectangle in the upper left corner.

progression one

2006-05-07T17:31:00.000-07:00

micro and macrocosms. light and dark.
a girl blowing fire into the world.

Spark

2006-05-01T16:09:00.000-07:00

That one small ember caught hold
That one flicker

Blaze

2006-05-01T16:03:00.000-07:00

Forging flame
Build strength
Goodness Bonds
Weakness dissipates

Forging flame
Bond me to my Lord

Glimmer

2006-05-01T15:58:00.000-07:00

Before I Met You

2006-04-30T17:29:00.000-07:00

The world was a wind twisting her hair up in gold and glimmer
Her mouth melted and her eyes saw nothing she wanted
Her head was tilted to the side
Her neck was not straight yet

Cascade

2006-04-30T17:12:00.000-07:00

Rivulets and streams flowing in non-resistance
Always seeking ease
Never failing
Rushing cleansing
Accomplishing great tasks
Mind bending interconnecting
Fluid blending webbing
Remembering

Ocean Quake

2006-04-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

A strong filtered sun low on the horizon. Ocean in upheaval. Pull the rug out from under her and she really moves. Ocean becoming moisture, becoming clouds, becoming filter. Sky becoming ocean. A world trembles. The low sun remains calm. Aqueous adventure.

Womb

2006-04-28T21:49:00.000-07:00

Hot, Vascular, protective, fierce. No negotiating. One outcome. Strength. Connective tissue. Connection between infinite ethereal and dense physicality. Home. Birth.

Autumn Canopy

2006-04-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

Let your body rest in the soft lush ground of the forest. Rich loam soil and moss conform to the shape of you. Between you and the sky and the universe are layers of large leaves, trees and vines. The Canopy over head cools you, protects you and loves all of life. This place nourishes all animals, insects and birds. You live here in this moment, housed in the moist green gold. Soil, air and foliage.

Answer

2006-04-28T20:14:00.000-07:00

A long time ago, you called my spirit to the ocean. You called my grace to my face. You said magic words to me and touched my forehead.

"Zimbada Zambini!" You called my freedom into being. You noticed my silence. You put grace on my lips when You looked at them.

Your eyes swerved and danced in my delight. You loved the life of me.

You pointed to the stars in heaven and said, "Zimbada Zambini, dance in the white sand, warm your bare feet. Enjoy the music of the water running over your arms. You are a light. Enjoy your life girl, now you are a woman. Enjoy your life. Make Peace"

"You are alive."

"Dance with us, We love you. You are an Ocean, tumbling into forever, living into forever, screaming into forever, being into it, forever. You are one being. See all, know all, Love all. I see a peacock in your mind, it is what you said."